Monday, July 03, 2006 @ 12:50 AM
On Saturday after service while we(Kriss, Li Jia and Jo) were standing outside Europe room, Krisstle told me something that made me hug her so tight and made me teared.
She told me about Qiu Yun.
She was telling me that Qiu Yun had spoke to Siew Luan herself on MSN. She told me that Qiu Yun was telling her she missed us, and that she really want to come back, but felt guilty and ashame. She felt she didn't deserved our love and that she disappointed us. She even asked about us, if we were okay and all. Kriss told me that Qiu Yun had mentioned about me too.
"She will be back!"
I said that and I hugged Krisstle tight and I teared.I don't know how to describe that kind of feeling. I was so happy. She's coming back!
Qiu Yun, a sister, my dear little sheep I really missed and love so much. Oh- how far have you been led astrayed! I cried for you and prayed for you and worried for you. Oh thank God! You're coming back! I know you are! I don't care how much you think about yourself- I still love you.
I still love you even though you ignored me. I still love you even though you so-called walked the wrong path. I still love you even if you swear. I still love you even if you smoke or get involve in gangsterism. I still love you even if you hate. I still love you no matter what you do- For God loves you. And definitely more than I do.
Come back, girl. We love you.